TV and love

how long
has it been since
I last looked at your face
my beloved?
but her
in front of her favorite programm
is laughing once more.
how much fucking time
has it been since
I last caught you by your
delicate shin to give you
a kiss
hun?
I gentle kiss, my beauty...
she changes the chanel
on channel 2
it looks funnier
than on
channel 1.
since when
have I not lifted
your long hair to
run my fingers
over your warm and
fragrant
neck?
she almost falls
back
laughing.
when was
the last time
I told you
that I could die
for love of
you?
her hands crossed over her ribs
she holds her belly
coz of her wailing laughter
- Oh this guy!
she says,
Oh this guy!
jesus this guy!
Oh christ!